Its been more than a while since I posted... I cant believe how time and lives can change. I recently relocated to Atlanta, GA. I have been trying to move here for a while. However it seems like everything is going on at home and nothing is taking off for me. While at home the people around me didnt want to do anything, nothing. Now when I have contact its traveling, going to the studio, hitting this set up and this and that and this and that. What the fuck! its like everyone what it all RIGHT NOW. Me I am looking and about perfection. I am willing to perfect who I am and what I am. Even if it takes me years or better yet it has taken me years. After hiding in the shadows from myself for years I am stepping out, with noone. I am standing alone and even though I am in a relationship; this person could not possible know what it is like being me with this mind in this body. I cry often, not because I dont know what to do but because I know what to do and yet I have no contacts to get what I need. Its hard knowing that people are willing to watch those that deserve success fail. Why arent we as humans willing to sacrifice for the greater good. I am so used to be shitted on I dont know who not to trust. However there are people who feel that I dont know they were put on my path to help me fail. Well I know because you fail to keep your word. You are the ones who ask me to do something yet fail to follow through (you are not for me), those who say yeah we can work together but dont have any Idea of what manner you want to work( you are not for me) I decided that I will continue to be me, and as long as I can trust myself, I can trust the intentions of others. Not your deeds because actions are just that actions. I still havent found anyone willing to help me in the studio, and I still havent found that one friend that actually wants me to succeed other than the Creator and myself, but I will. For those who fail to step up and share you will be pissing in the your pants by the end of the year. Watch me... My word is Bond, becuz that Is all is have. To be continued.