a Due Over
So, it's been a while. I know. I have been finding myself, searching for the woman I used to be, the woman who would dance and laugh at my foolish decisions, all while comforting and challenging me to be better. We have to be better she's been saying; Hello, can you hear me? I've been wondering if you ever got out of that town where nothing ever happens? Hello?
No, joke. It's been that way... battle after battle, and yet at every turn the most high has been there! Dispatching my guardians angels to my defense and I can only say, "Thank You!"
Worth is the lamb, that was slain on my behalf. Funny, how you wake up one day and realize that the life you were living for yourself was the life that was chosen just for you but, you listen to what others had to say only to realize they'd led you astray and it would take you a cycle of 7's to get back to yourself.
Hello, Can you hear me?
I have been led astray and I've been frighten to try again I have been living a life of love that runs completely opposite of what it is, sure I love everybody and now I do not mind telling any and everyone that I love them because, I do. However, when it comes to allowing others to love me and recognize that love, not so much.
I misplaced my hope with doubt, and I'm searching for an entry again. I'm the positive one, about everything, I win in the end; no matter the circumstances, pitfalls, hiccups...I win! That has been my focus, since a very young age. Now, I find myself questioning my faith, and the people and things that I have placed faith in. That is not normal behavior for me, see, I came out the womb, into chaos, from abuse, to poor relationship choices, victim playing, villain seeking. I've done and been it all however, I refuse to roll over and be quiet on others behalf. I refuse to lay down, to allow others to speak on my behalf. I choose to Fight, although. I am authentically, a sage burning, crystal collecting, beer drinking, journal writing, sensual living person; I will snap your fucking neck if I have to. I will fight for what make me dance internally, ichoose to be Me without apology, without regard to your feelings or whatever infringements my life may place on your moral compass.
I heard a young lady say on Friday, "Don't despise your humble beginnings you never know what God, is moving you through"
that was for me, I knew it when she said it. I've always known I should be somewhere, and it was not ever in that place where I was. I do not fight my placement, I accept it, knowing I do not have to accept the conditions and people that dwell within, iChoose change.
I want you to know that you are here because your universe has decided that iShaunteka LaTrese has something for you. this is a judgment free zone, we do not care about your economic status, how much debt your acquired to get your degrees, nor the names you drop just to be cool, or to impress. Our only concern is how can you help WE evolve past the bullshyt of the lower chakras?
Can you did it?
No, joke. It's been that way... battle after battle, and yet at every turn the most high has been there! Dispatching my guardians angels to my defense and I can only say, "Thank You!"
Worth is the lamb, that was slain on my behalf. Funny, how you wake up one day and realize that the life you were living for yourself was the life that was chosen just for you but, you listen to what others had to say only to realize they'd led you astray and it would take you a cycle of 7's to get back to yourself.
Hello, Can you hear me?
I have been led astray and I've been frighten to try again I have been living a life of love that runs completely opposite of what it is, sure I love everybody and now I do not mind telling any and everyone that I love them because, I do. However, when it comes to allowing others to love me and recognize that love, not so much.
I misplaced my hope with doubt, and I'm searching for an entry again. I'm the positive one, about everything, I win in the end; no matter the circumstances, pitfalls, hiccups...I win! That has been my focus, since a very young age. Now, I find myself questioning my faith, and the people and things that I have placed faith in. That is not normal behavior for me, see, I came out the womb, into chaos, from abuse, to poor relationship choices, victim playing, villain seeking. I've done and been it all however, I refuse to roll over and be quiet on others behalf. I refuse to lay down, to allow others to speak on my behalf. I choose to Fight, although. I am authentically, a sage burning, crystal collecting, beer drinking, journal writing, sensual living person; I will snap your fucking neck if I have to. I will fight for what make me dance internally, ichoose to be Me without apology, without regard to your feelings or whatever infringements my life may place on your moral compass.
I heard a young lady say on Friday, "Don't despise your humble beginnings you never know what God, is moving you through"
that was for me, I knew it when she said it. I've always known I should be somewhere, and it was not ever in that place where I was. I do not fight my placement, I accept it, knowing I do not have to accept the conditions and people that dwell within, iChoose change.
I want you to know that you are here because your universe has decided that iShaunteka LaTrese has something for you. this is a judgment free zone, we do not care about your economic status, how much debt your acquired to get your degrees, nor the names you drop just to be cool, or to impress. Our only concern is how can you help WE evolve past the bullshyt of the lower chakras?
Can you did it?
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