Goodbye! Wait...What Happen!?

It's a beautiful saturday morning and yes, it's getting late... I slept well today. I have been thinking alot lately about alot of things, I have always been in the moment always, I learned after the worst break-up of my life or have I had that yet? What I am saying is that whats happen when people are always in your thoughts. pulling on your spirit or are they pulling on your spirit because they are in your thoughts? Everyone that comes to my life I think of them in some manner, however lately alot of people that are not normally in my thoughts are there. I havent heard from some of them in years what is really happening. I am just blah...chillin hard. I havent felt this relaxed and refreshed in a while on a saturday you know. chillin hard, to hard...I think I am trying to answer my own question. What happens when you find the perfect wrapping. I have been questioning myself about my choices, decisions I have made, am I having these thoughts cause my biological clock is ticking? You know that shit the old folks used to say is real...real your body goes thru this cycle and have you feeling like time is running and running fast....I am not trying to catch up Im trying to stay in the flow of the traffic and from there Im hoping to grab a few things on the way....Should we wish for more while we are in a situation, does feeling like we should have more, take away from the situation that God has placed us in? I mean, If I wish I could have more or offer more am I not appreciating the best of the current situation? Currently, I am so knowing that the best is yet to come and relax I cant control anything, what happens is what happens, I have control of how I React...Your blessings are in your Praise...Life is great!