Goodbye! Wait...What Happen!?

I'm slippin... into an abyss of Self Apathy that same thing that I preach about. Its crazy How we write for ourselves and No matter how often we say we wrote it about something else its really not that its us seeing something in ourselves that needs to be corrected. Its more. Its more to this life than comparing and contrast, its more to this life than waking up and falling asleep, its more to this, I mean more to this than myths and mis-takes, from past generations. I woke up this morning refreshed, only after being woken up by the light being in my damn face for the past 45 minutes. How is it, that we can sit in our high post and past judgement on people when we are one foot in the piss pot ourselves. I am trully glad that i am who I am. Proud of myself, regardless of not having a pot to piss in nor a window to throw it out. I have been wake. for a while and sometimes its best to cut your losses where they are and leave them there. Where they stand. Yesterday was the one year anniversary of cutting off my locks, I know now that I was depressed and really had noone to talk to. I had stop talking to the LORD, I wasnt meditating nor doing my yoga, I was just down in this hole with noone to talk to. So I cut my hair as a cry for help. This wasnt your normal cry for help, This cry was bold and without Pride. Within in this past year, I realize the same people that I could always count on would always be there, yes, No new nothing, and My desperate cry was answered by the same person that had been answering them all along. THE CREATOR. It is hard as hell dwelling within this circle you think that is safe and you have the enemy right up in there with you. Yes, I had snakes in my circle. Laughing at me. Talking about me. Well to them you will miss out on the blessing that you would have gotten by being my friend. When blessings reign, they reign on the just and unjust. We dont really know who is for us and who is not until something happens. This past year has trully been a blessing. A blessing, I have completed my book. I have only two friends. My focus is back where it should be on GOD and Living for my son because he is my future. The true meaning of Sankofa is return and get it. Meaning remember what you have been thru, correct it so that the next doesnt make the same mistake.

When I moved to Atlanta I was really ready to take the next step in my life. However, I was not prepared for the people closest to me cutting my back out. That is the WAKE UP CALL that was needed. I have been mentally vacationing for the past year. Can you see? I am, I am I am the I am that can only be me.
Hate all you want to.
I will still remain in the position that I am supposed to be.
I dont have to cut your back out to get what i want and What is rightfully mine.

Two MC's cant occupy the same space...at the same time it's against the laws of Physics
You pseudo educated MuthaPHukas

This blog is for ME. being able to verbalize the things that hurt you allows you an opportunity to heal. Also, this blog is for those who paid and are paying for a DEGREE and you still dont know S&%T
Look in the mirror. WAKE THE PHUCK UP.
When you do... DONT CALL ME.