Goodbye! Wait...What Happen!?

Every Year at this time like the years before I should have already made a decision, left some people in the past season. Do you think about the future? If you do then can you tell me why? why do you waste time and energy on things you can not control. Why waste energy on tomorrow when you are not making the best of what today has to offer. I think about the future right now. My future questions consist of will I be happy with the people in my life right now, tomorrow? That is the only time I think about the future. Have you ever been around the same mountain and when you get soemthing different you want to make that soemthing the mountain that you are used too? Man I am tripping. Why do people want me to be who that are used to or who they expect me to be instead of allowing me to be me. You know. Why do we as humans want what everyone else has instead of accepting what God has placed right in front of you. I am tired of my head hurtung, I am tired of comforting a person that does not know when they are being comforted, I am tired listening to the love sung I am tired of being in the relationship by myself, I am tired of trying to make this work? what? Love is something that does not have to be worked on, staying there is something that needs the work, when you geniunely love someone or something you accept what they are, what they have to offer and LOVE HARD. Love, Real Love is not you trying to make something happen. But you, you wouldn't anything about that because you are still living inside that fantasy of love and how you think it should be instead of allowing God to show you what it is. I Have and will continue to serve my purpose in your life for my season. Do you do what God told you to do for me? This is my Good Bye letter. Continue to LOVE HARD.