Okay, eventhough i am feeling some kind of way about this day and the way all events have played themselves out. More than the weather i am just down. I feel like shit emotionally. physically I can run, run and run some more and ill never be able to achieve the things of yesterday because they are no more. See I woke up this morning delighted that I am not who I was yet, in that same realization I found that who I am becoming is more isolated than ever. When we decide to follow our inner voice wholeheartedly, we are no longer in control we yield our flesh too to that higher power that controls us... The things I used to do I can no longer do, what I want to react to becomes a conscience decision instead of the speak first think last. i am being tortured by the very movement that wishes to make me a better person. Yes, I am changing daily, right now, two seconds ago, tomorrow!!! I am not the same and if I could go back. I wouldnt. I wouldnt I wouldnt......
Really I love you, like god loves me...
Really I love you, like god loves me...
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