I feel like SCREAMING!!!!
this day went exactly like it was suppose to go, exactly like it should have went. Nothing that happen shouldn't have happen. Everything is as it should be. I am so exhausted and tired and can't really think straight. I feel like once again, in something that I am doing I have no support. I have been attempting to plan my family reunion and just like all other person's of color my family wants to wait to the last minute and in the meantime Ive lost countless amounts of personal money and the groups money on deposit for places that we are not going to because of the count. Yes, to begin with I over budgeted, I did. I realized that two days ago while sitting here looking at our numbers. I thought I would have more people, which gives more money which allows for activities. Maybe I was trying to do to much and in the process was thinking of accommodating the group and not accommodating the the BUDGET. I am very disappointed in myself that I allowed the people to dictate things the budget will and did not call for. AT this point whatever this is going to be it will be, I am all out of SHAUNTEKA. the Most High will have to take from this point.
this day went exactly like it was suppose to go, exactly like it should have went. Nothing that happen shouldn't have happen. Everything is as it should be. I am so exhausted and tired and can't really think straight. I feel like once again, in something that I am doing I have no support. I have been attempting to plan my family reunion and just like all other person's of color my family wants to wait to the last minute and in the meantime Ive lost countless amounts of personal money and the groups money on deposit for places that we are not going to because of the count. Yes, to begin with I over budgeted, I did. I realized that two days ago while sitting here looking at our numbers. I thought I would have more people, which gives more money which allows for activities. Maybe I was trying to do to much and in the process was thinking of accommodating the group and not accommodating the the BUDGET. I am very disappointed in myself that I allowed the people to dictate things the budget will and did not call for. AT this point whatever this is going to be it will be, I am all out of SHAUNTEKA. the Most High will have to take from this point.
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