The Dark Moon...The Lunar New Year!
Happy LUNAR/New Year everyone!
I hope 2015 has been opening and closing doors that only the Most High can revisit! Here, on this day marks the beginning a moon cycle, spiritual cycle, emotional cycle...the beginning of a NU soul period. Many think their life comes and goes, day in and day out, living God is blessing them, what in the way that he chooses, when actually, your blessings are created by the thoughts you have and the words you speak.
Blessing or Curse....it was exactly 15 years ago that I realized how important it was for me to remove myself from the life I was living, people I choose to be in my space, places I decided to go...I stopped! Cold turkey, In the process, I rediscovered my love of writing, and my passion for words, music, instruments, art, sensuality, passion, empathy and truth. Truth...is relative. the hardest lesson that I have had to learn, my understand of the details and someone else's understanding of the details are going to be translated the same. That is because GOD created it that way, you and the people who surround me are but secondary characters in my story as am I in yours. Who I am, what I say and do really has not barring on what you will do and will become. That is TRUTH. That preordained life that is talked about from Ministers and Spiritualist is in fact REAL. I know that now, I know that people I grew up with, the ones I chose to hang out with and call friend openly never liked me, they were always there to distract me they are what the spiritual mystics like myself call (FRENEMIES). and the people I hid friendships with and didn't want to be friends with maybe because of there perceived social status are indeed the people how have been my friend all along, pushing me, supporting me, encouraging me to Go further, Go beyond what those who still sit in the same place couldn't ever imagine.
Same Place, what is it that I mean by same space?
Last year, I was listening to a World Renown Speaker who told a story about they people he'd grew up and how he'd watched these men and women go to church, shout, praise god...received minimal blessings at best he stated, but never something as to what God had done for him in his life. Seeing how he was not college educated, nor had he received a technical degree nor was his family well off nor well connected he just decided to trust his first mind and do the things that he loved. In the process, some 30 years later, he has a ministry that is successful, scandal free and those same people, those same men and women he watched and some admired were the very ones, creating tales about him and couldn't believe that HE was serving the same God as them. He said they mention things in his presence like The DEVIL BLESSES HIS PEOPLE ALSO.
He stated that he asked God, why, He actually went into a series of questions.
Why?!
Why are they doing this?
Don't they serve you, just as I serve you?
HE stated that he pondered their behavior for years, not understanding how you can go the same church, listen to the same minister, work on the same ministry's and not know that what God has done for me he can do for you. He couldn't get, just didn't understand until one day he stated he went to a conference for leaders...when he received that answer to the question he'd long ponder...He stated the leader of the conference was talking when he began to hear whispers saying, "they are still in the neighbor, watching you Grow, wondering How you got the understanding that you have" "You received something that they are still trying to intellectualize, I am not there, I am here with you, the one that is open for TRUTH and FREEDOM", he said he cried then thought, they can't celebrate me changing because that would mean that they have not.
The Same place, is a mental condition, that makes people believe that we all have the same testimony WHEN WE DON'T!!! THANK GOD FOR THAT!?!?
See, My Journey has allotted me opportunities that many would actually KILL for and Have KILLED, including myself, albeit, physical, mental, spiritual, we all have commit DEATH, to something or someone. The Question is; when you found out what you were doing did you DO Better? Did your behavior Change? Did you move from situations that tempt you into being that person you used to be or did you really take a look and say NO MORE?! I did!
I challenged myself to a Life of TRUTH and UNDERSTANDING and found there is a select few who think like me and I have actually met maybe 5 of them in this vastly populated world we live in, I have found that if you never learn to read with comprehension, or if you are a person that listens to respond and not listen to comprehend then what I write and speak of will always piss you off, due to your lack of comprehension. I honest regardless of what I have done or who you perceive me to be in your mediocre mind state I am who I am and this woman I am in love with...If has taken me too many years to reconnect with this space and no one is going to remove me from this space. See, this space I currently reside in, is what astronomers, medium, spiritualist and the dozens other names created for people in tune with themselves; would call the DARK side, embracing the things you have ran from for so many years, the parts of yourself that you don't want people to know for fear of what someone who does not matter and will never matter thinks of the person GOD created you to be. The Dark Moon, astronomers call it the Dark Moon because it is the only Crescent moon you are unable to see with your natural eye. This moon, is known to challenge you to embrace the tide of thinking, allow the negative to pass without acknowledging what is happening, which is hard to do. When you believe that what you do will be wrong. The Dark Moon, teaches us that there is no wrong or right, only choices, what will you choose to do in this moment, which may not be a positive decision at another time. The Dark Moon is a Moment, in which we are allotted an opportunity to reconnect with our lesser selves to make sure that our greater selves are hindered by what we refuse to resolve.
Embracing the whole of me has been a journey that is continuous and I am grateful for the spirits, placed on my path to help guide, comfort and support this next phase of my Life.
Don't Fight it, it's you! It is Who you are and GOD LOVES ALL OF YOU, the "good" "bad" "ugly" and "sad" and you should too.
The Same GOD that sits on the Mountain with us is the same GOD that sits next to us in the VALLEY! the Choice to RISE or FALL is always with US!
I Love you like God loves me, Unconditionally!
I hope 2015 has been opening and closing doors that only the Most High can revisit! Here, on this day marks the beginning a moon cycle, spiritual cycle, emotional cycle...the beginning of a NU soul period. Many think their life comes and goes, day in and day out, living God is blessing them, what in the way that he chooses, when actually, your blessings are created by the thoughts you have and the words you speak.
Blessing or Curse....it was exactly 15 years ago that I realized how important it was for me to remove myself from the life I was living, people I choose to be in my space, places I decided to go...I stopped! Cold turkey, In the process, I rediscovered my love of writing, and my passion for words, music, instruments, art, sensuality, passion, empathy and truth. Truth...is relative. the hardest lesson that I have had to learn, my understand of the details and someone else's understanding of the details are going to be translated the same. That is because GOD created it that way, you and the people who surround me are but secondary characters in my story as am I in yours. Who I am, what I say and do really has not barring on what you will do and will become. That is TRUTH. That preordained life that is talked about from Ministers and Spiritualist is in fact REAL. I know that now, I know that people I grew up with, the ones I chose to hang out with and call friend openly never liked me, they were always there to distract me they are what the spiritual mystics like myself call (FRENEMIES). and the people I hid friendships with and didn't want to be friends with maybe because of there perceived social status are indeed the people how have been my friend all along, pushing me, supporting me, encouraging me to Go further, Go beyond what those who still sit in the same place couldn't ever imagine.
Same Place, what is it that I mean by same space?
Last year, I was listening to a World Renown Speaker who told a story about they people he'd grew up and how he'd watched these men and women go to church, shout, praise god...received minimal blessings at best he stated, but never something as to what God had done for him in his life. Seeing how he was not college educated, nor had he received a technical degree nor was his family well off nor well connected he just decided to trust his first mind and do the things that he loved. In the process, some 30 years later, he has a ministry that is successful, scandal free and those same people, those same men and women he watched and some admired were the very ones, creating tales about him and couldn't believe that HE was serving the same God as them. He said they mention things in his presence like The DEVIL BLESSES HIS PEOPLE ALSO.
He stated that he asked God, why, He actually went into a series of questions.
Why?!
Why are they doing this?
Don't they serve you, just as I serve you?
HE stated that he pondered their behavior for years, not understanding how you can go the same church, listen to the same minister, work on the same ministry's and not know that what God has done for me he can do for you. He couldn't get, just didn't understand until one day he stated he went to a conference for leaders...when he received that answer to the question he'd long ponder...He stated the leader of the conference was talking when he began to hear whispers saying, "they are still in the neighbor, watching you Grow, wondering How you got the understanding that you have" "You received something that they are still trying to intellectualize, I am not there, I am here with you, the one that is open for TRUTH and FREEDOM", he said he cried then thought, they can't celebrate me changing because that would mean that they have not.
The Same place, is a mental condition, that makes people believe that we all have the same testimony WHEN WE DON'T!!! THANK GOD FOR THAT!?!?
See, My Journey has allotted me opportunities that many would actually KILL for and Have KILLED, including myself, albeit, physical, mental, spiritual, we all have commit DEATH, to something or someone. The Question is; when you found out what you were doing did you DO Better? Did your behavior Change? Did you move from situations that tempt you into being that person you used to be or did you really take a look and say NO MORE?! I did!
I challenged myself to a Life of TRUTH and UNDERSTANDING and found there is a select few who think like me and I have actually met maybe 5 of them in this vastly populated world we live in, I have found that if you never learn to read with comprehension, or if you are a person that listens to respond and not listen to comprehend then what I write and speak of will always piss you off, due to your lack of comprehension. I honest regardless of what I have done or who you perceive me to be in your mediocre mind state I am who I am and this woman I am in love with...If has taken me too many years to reconnect with this space and no one is going to remove me from this space. See, this space I currently reside in, is what astronomers, medium, spiritualist and the dozens other names created for people in tune with themselves; would call the DARK side, embracing the things you have ran from for so many years, the parts of yourself that you don't want people to know for fear of what someone who does not matter and will never matter thinks of the person GOD created you to be. The Dark Moon, astronomers call it the Dark Moon because it is the only Crescent moon you are unable to see with your natural eye. This moon, is known to challenge you to embrace the tide of thinking, allow the negative to pass without acknowledging what is happening, which is hard to do. When you believe that what you do will be wrong. The Dark Moon, teaches us that there is no wrong or right, only choices, what will you choose to do in this moment, which may not be a positive decision at another time. The Dark Moon is a Moment, in which we are allotted an opportunity to reconnect with our lesser selves to make sure that our greater selves are hindered by what we refuse to resolve.
Embracing the whole of me has been a journey that is continuous and I am grateful for the spirits, placed on my path to help guide, comfort and support this next phase of my Life.
Don't Fight it, it's you! It is Who you are and GOD LOVES ALL OF YOU, the "good" "bad" "ugly" and "sad" and you should too.
The Same GOD that sits on the Mountain with us is the same GOD that sits next to us in the VALLEY! the Choice to RISE or FALL is always with US!
I Love you like God loves me, Unconditionally!
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