Natal Rx Strikes
There are days when I pump out 2500 words in 15 mins, easy. They are awe inspired beyond my understanding at times. Then some days I can't conjure a complete sentence. No freaking joke, like today.
I started writing this morning to share some inspiration that has been in me but before I went to check out my stats on the other blogs. See a few weeks ago, before the 2018 mark, I wrote up a few blogs to make sure that I stayed on task, some funny, some heartbreaking. Mostly though they were me, what I'd discovered about myself and just my general experience since my birthday. See, I've been very lazy in my blogging and harboring feelings about friends bragging about other people blogs but never brag about mine(Ever)..that's neither here nor there. I made myself a promise to post more like I used too, for myself. See what's amazing is what you learn about yourself if you just sit back and watch people. I have been observing my own behavior, having the desire to Check ME first, keeps me focused. A lot of people aren't trying to check themselves, they'd rather cosplay with Villain or Victim, when I am neither. But you'll hear about all of that soon enough, I went to look at the logistics of my page then....BAM!
No Stats, No Blogs, and the blogs that had posted were distorted with black writing as if I had not spent the last week of 2017 planning this... WhaaaaaDeeeeeeeePHaaaaaaaKKKKKKK!
Couldn't Understand, what happen?
Why, Now?
It has never happened before?
It's because I planned right?
And it couldn't because Mercury was Retrograde because that was over and BELIEVE it or not, Mercury Rx doesn't really Fcuk with me because I was Born in Mercury Retrograde. YES, the multiple miscommunications and misunderstandings are really just a natural part of my Cosmic Makeup. There is nothing wrong with you and nothing wrong with me, it's just your vibrational frequency isn't in the same spectrum. In other words, I was born on some next level shyt and if you not there you not there.
I remember a friend telling me once, "you're not everybody's cup of tea" to which I replied, "No I am not, I am Turkish tea and lettuce wraps" Some of y'all need to get your weight up.
This technology mishap has stunned me, I can not believe I am three weeks into 2018 with 4 blogs just sitting there with scheduled dates that never posted.
I would say I was hacked but my brain function so sick with it no one could crack my password.
Then, I started to think, why would my scheduling system not post those blogs...did it have something to do with Mercury Rx for real.
Maybe it was the shadow period but if that's so then any long term endeavor that began within the period should be blessed by the forward motion of Communication (Mercury)
I couldn't figure it out...I went back into my stats screen checked everything, the tags, the dates of the post; 4th, 9th, 12th and 15th. I even went back into the drafts just to make sure I selected delayed post. I was tripping, so I went through the dates again, "January 4, 2017"...Wait, whet?!
Why does that say "2017"
How come I am just seeing this...That explains why I had to manually share the Blog on the 2nd
Oh MY GAAAAWD, what the Heck!
I couldn't believe it...In my haste to be productive, focused and forwarded minded, I forgot the most important part, to change the year date! HA!
You laughing at me?!
STOP!
That's my Bad, but you saw how quick I was to blame my error on something else. See, it is easy to play the victim in any situation but how often do we find ourselves admitting that we were wrong in the first place.
Accountability is GAME!
Truth is GAME!
I completely messed that up, it wasn't my unpreparedness that had me three weeks behind in putting out information. It's my inability to pay attention to the details when I'm known as detail oriented person, ask anyone that knows me. However, I notice when someone else is commenting about my detail oriented skills it is always in reference to when I doing business for someone else and not myself.
I DROPPED THE BALL!
What happens when your perception of focus changes from the details of others Work to the details within your own work and Life?
You know MINDING of YOUR OWN BUSINESS?
That's exactly what I dropped the ball on My Business, because it wasn't that long ago that this blog was the only thing that fed me.
What changes when your focus shifts to the details of your life?
Who do we become when we focus on our details?
What can you accomplish in that focus?
For me, I found that one error has me currently editing four blog post, having to revamp the schedule of content to make sure I don't have you in this gumbo of randomness. Something that could have been avoided if I'd focused and stopped playing victim to self created circumstances!
It is always a beautiful feel of Love when I share with you!
Beautiful Butterflies and Caterpillars until Next time!
I started writing this morning to share some inspiration that has been in me but before I went to check out my stats on the other blogs. See a few weeks ago, before the 2018 mark, I wrote up a few blogs to make sure that I stayed on task, some funny, some heartbreaking. Mostly though they were me, what I'd discovered about myself and just my general experience since my birthday. See, I've been very lazy in my blogging and harboring feelings about friends bragging about other people blogs but never brag about mine(Ever)..that's neither here nor there. I made myself a promise to post more like I used too, for myself. See what's amazing is what you learn about yourself if you just sit back and watch people. I have been observing my own behavior, having the desire to Check ME first, keeps me focused. A lot of people aren't trying to check themselves, they'd rather cosplay with Villain or Victim, when I am neither. But you'll hear about all of that soon enough, I went to look at the logistics of my page then....BAM!
No Stats, No Blogs, and the blogs that had posted were distorted with black writing as if I had not spent the last week of 2017 planning this... WhaaaaaDeeeeeeeePHaaaaaaaKKKKKKK!
Couldn't Understand, what happen?
Why, Now?
It has never happened before?
It's because I planned right?
And it couldn't because Mercury was Retrograde because that was over and BELIEVE it or not, Mercury Rx doesn't really Fcuk with me because I was Born in Mercury Retrograde. YES, the multiple miscommunications and misunderstandings are really just a natural part of my Cosmic Makeup. There is nothing wrong with you and nothing wrong with me, it's just your vibrational frequency isn't in the same spectrum. In other words, I was born on some next level shyt and if you not there you not there.
I remember a friend telling me once, "you're not everybody's cup of tea" to which I replied, "No I am not, I am Turkish tea and lettuce wraps" Some of y'all need to get your weight up.
This technology mishap has stunned me, I can not believe I am three weeks into 2018 with 4 blogs just sitting there with scheduled dates that never posted.
I would say I was hacked but my brain function so sick with it no one could crack my password.
Then, I started to think, why would my scheduling system not post those blogs...did it have something to do with Mercury Rx for real.
Maybe it was the shadow period but if that's so then any long term endeavor that began within the period should be blessed by the forward motion of Communication (Mercury)
I couldn't figure it out...I went back into my stats screen checked everything, the tags, the dates of the post; 4th, 9th, 12th and 15th. I even went back into the drafts just to make sure I selected delayed post. I was tripping, so I went through the dates again, "January 4, 2017"...Wait, whet?!
Why does that say "2017"
How come I am just seeing this...That explains why I had to manually share the Blog on the 2nd
Oh MY GAAAAWD, what the Heck!
I couldn't believe it...In my haste to be productive, focused and forwarded minded, I forgot the most important part, to change the year date! HA!
You laughing at me?!
STOP!
That's my Bad, but you saw how quick I was to blame my error on something else. See, it is easy to play the victim in any situation but how often do we find ourselves admitting that we were wrong in the first place.
Accountability is GAME!
Truth is GAME!
I completely messed that up, it wasn't my unpreparedness that had me three weeks behind in putting out information. It's my inability to pay attention to the details when I'm known as detail oriented person, ask anyone that knows me. However, I notice when someone else is commenting about my detail oriented skills it is always in reference to when I doing business for someone else and not myself.
I DROPPED THE BALL!
What happens when your perception of focus changes from the details of others Work to the details within your own work and Life?
You know MINDING of YOUR OWN BUSINESS?
That's exactly what I dropped the ball on My Business, because it wasn't that long ago that this blog was the only thing that fed me.
What changes when your focus shifts to the details of your life?
Who do we become when we focus on our details?
What can you accomplish in that focus?
For me, I found that one error has me currently editing four blog post, having to revamp the schedule of content to make sure I don't have you in this gumbo of randomness. Something that could have been avoided if I'd focused and stopped playing victim to self created circumstances!
It is always a beautiful feel of Love when I share with you!
Beautiful Butterflies and Caterpillars until Next time!
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