The Close Out! Cont.

I made a statement yesterday that i have to reference here...I'm amazed at how much we concern ourselves with what others think. Why do we care? Is it some sick brainwashing embedded into our minds from years of listening to what people who don't even know themselves had to say about you? All year I have been really pressing to prove that i am not the *screw up* people said I would be. In that pressing need to prove them wrong I realized I was becoming them!! No way! We as humans Kill and steal without even knowing until death that its been done. What you say to people will hurt them, I know this because I fought for years to run from what people were saying about me. It wasn't until I sat down and thought to myself why would these people say these things? Knowing I done nothing to them, I realized it was my presence...that bothered them. Life is LOVE. LOVE OF SELF then LOVE OF OTHERS. The saddest revelation that has come to me was to learn the fact that some people are assigned to take you out! Just like God has assigned you to a purpose, there is a person Assigned to Take and KEEP you out of that purpose.
You may be thinking she has really lost it but let me explain it to you. I believe in Jesus Christ, I believe he is the one True Sovereign GOD, the Son of the Trinity, I believe the God that created this beautiful Universe placed his spirit in a human, to experience the feelings and emotions of it all and to be the example of what real Love is. Jesus is Love, he hung not with the wealthy but with the poor, teaching the basics not to hate the man that hates you, but love him in spit of himself. I believe REAL LOVE conquers all! Jesus had a mission to teach, and become the living word walking for three years with a collection of diverse men, learning of them as they did him. All twelve loved him, One would betray him, he knew it and still loved him and allowed him to walk with him. The one that loved him most would deny him, and yet Jesus loved them all. Judas betrayed Jesus by selling him out for some change, hence leading to the cruxifition of Christ, death and resurrection. Jesus proved that although you don't believe what I say, that doesn't make it less true. With the cruxifition we received this Comforter called the Holy Spirit or your inner voice. The Voice that guides you to your safety and keeps you out of harms way. What do you think would have happen if Jesus would have left Judas alone...told him we could not be friends? (I'll give you moment to think about that one) Because Judas betrayed Jesus, he was able to go ahead with GOD's pre-determined plan and DIE because we has humans are weak and easily influenced by things that really doesn't matter. I don't ever want to have to visualize a WORLD without the teachings of Jesus Christ! Because Jesus did Die for me and my sins, I have this spirit inside me that raises me up every morning to SHINE my inner Light, so that others can see a small glimpse of how awesome he is. Who I used to be is awful compared to who I am now, and still I am no where near who I am going to be. But RIGHT NOW, I love this young lady that no longer has to lie, or front to be included. This young lady that presses forward everyday in spit of the obstacles strategically placed to hinder her forward movement. Are you able to speak truth without you responding to the thoughts of what others think? I think about everything that I say, However, I do not let my thoughts hinder what needs to be said. The Word is TRUTH and its a double edge sword, cutting and healing all at the same time. We say things because we want to say them, not taking in account that say what is needed is most IMPORTANT. I encourage you to focused on saying what is needed instead of saying what you want to say. I promise, you begin to notice that you aren't concerned with the details but more focused on the finished product ed. Recently, I learned that when we say that GOD is number one in our life; what GOD hears is that WE ARE IN CHARGE and that we need his help we'll let him know. What you number you control. GOD desires to Dwell inside of us. IF he is inside of you he is able to guide you in the way that he would have you to go. GOD wants our hearts. He wants the very reason we do to be because of him. Its and honor and privileged to wake up every morning and I like so many others took that for granted. Life is simple and complex all at the same time. Whats better is that we have another day to share with someone. Hug a stranger today, I promise it will change your life.
I want to share this poem with you...it's not either of my books and the best experience is to hear this Live, however I'm sure you'll feel it the same...I am really full!!!


Dwelling Place
Beyond measure he covers the line
most of us straddle
that shady shady gray area
designated for fools and babies
He keeps minds in serenity and
hearts humbles meanwhile
we still find ways to question
how awesome he is
usually by dwelling on what
we've lost instead of
celebrating that which we still
have.
Yes, consistently professing
spiritual maturity yet
Choices and word selection
defeats that proclamation
How long do you plan to
continue to stand in your
own way
How long will you speak
of whats seen, instead of
speaking at the mountains
hindering true Godly Worship
How long you plan to keep
silent, live in the valley,
be feed with yesterday's bread
Walk in shoes two sizes to small
Reach for Doors he's already closed
God is waiting on You!
right where you left him,
you remember?! He;s in that
room you never should have entered,
He's in those words you never should
have uttered but you did and yet
all God wants is for you to acknowledge
your error and accept forgiveness
because He is Present Help!
A Present GOD!
He opens new doors daily
His word is valid for today
But if you're still holding on
to regret, bitterness, living in
isolation, rationalizing things
that are not of GOD, Or comparing
what you have to others
he can not help you until you come
into the now!
He is ElShaddai
all sufficient, he knows what
we need before we know what we need
He want you to move out of his way
So he can kick down your complacency
and your traditional buffoonery obstructing
his spiritual plan
See the God of this Age
would have you to think that
everything you're doing right now
is okay
The God of this Age would have you
to think that your facades and masked
personalities satisfies his commands
They don't that's deception
the nature of deception is for it
to be right there staring you in
the dace without you knowing that
it's Deception
GOD wants your Heart
He is the Great Shepherd
he takes the lame, sick and impaired,
restores ailments cause he's a Healer
Places food in mouths and clothing on
the backs of the deserving and the
undeserving because he a Provider
Stepping into unfamiliar territory
he becomes your ground the stable
footing of walk, He's your Righteous
When your blinded by your own sight
He's a quiet calm in the midst of
chaos, He's Shalom your Peace
Before you knew you
he knew you he set you up to
set you apart because he a Sanctifier
He longs for you to seek him
he desires to replenish and console you
because he is your Comforter
God wants your heart
He wants you to get over what your
used to doing and get hungry like the
woman with issue of the blood and
come after him
Quicken your feet with desperation
he want you to be as consuming as a fire
destroying everything in your path to get
to him. He want you to thirst after
his perfect will like the Great Expanse
of Ocean that never gets full
Trust him like the man at the wading pool,
go after him like the woman
with the alabaster box,
who pursued her opportunity
with persistence
This is your Kairos, the appointed and
set time for you to grab hold of GOD
and Say I'm not gone let you go until
you bless my soul!
So, eliminate your fear,
stop your excuses and change your
mind...So God can make you
his DWELLING PLACE!

Comments

Abyss said…
Well Said Young Lady Respect!!!