Goodbye! Wait...What Happen!?

After you have been in horrible relationships over and over, once you just wish that something will give and you change. Take notice that I change, not who I am but how react. But I have never been in a situation where I am the victim of my past. I mean my past is just that mine and if i choose to share it with you that's the priviledge. not the other way around. Hell,whatever I share should be taken as a gesture of my kind heart not a means for you to hide your insecurities... Yes, humans hide behind anything that they can find so that people wont know that they are intimidated by who you are. Weep for them because they have no clue of who they are nor who they want to be. So after wanting this to be my last first everything. I have no relief I am not unhappy I am disatisfied with the relationship. After relocating to Atlanta everything has been falling apart. My personal relationship has been suffering not because of lack of trust, but lack of wanting to trust. Is that clear? I know years back i was in a situation that was similar. I was the very same I have only gotten better, my expectations and only for everyone in my open cypher to themselves not what they think I want them to be but who they are. If that is hard that means you have no clue of who you are and that is sad....This is Day 1 going into DAY 2...Has it happen to you?